Was Having a msn conversation with Amber few days ago.

(11:27 AM) ~JoNaThAn~: i still own cg money
(11:27 AM) ~JoNaThAn~: lols!
(11:32 AM) Amber: ??
(11:32 AM) Amber: why?
(11:32 AM) Amber: i thought we owe u alot loh
(11:32 AM) ~JoNaThAn~: huh?
(11:32 AM) ~JoNaThAn~: no la

Cell Group is where I found my Life, Purpose, Love, Values, Happiness, Hope. It is where I learnt to be a better person, know that there are people who care for me, a place where I know God. Therefore, I feel I could never give back what Cell Group have given me. I owe Cell Group too much, no amount of Gold and Sliver can pay what Cell Group have given me. Therefore, I would never want to take any money from the Cell Group even it is my right to claim it. What Cell Group have given me is priceless and is of great sentimental values to me. Thanks W320!

Dinner With Sarah!

Went for dinner with Sarah at Bukit Timah just now! We had a special dinner cause we ate something special! Roti Prata Ice Cream! Haha... My first time eating Roti Prata Ice Cream! Was quite nice actually, will go back for next time!







To Sarah:

Was a meaningful dinner with you! Hang out more often k? Got problems must share hor.. I will always be there and ready for you. Jia you in your life! Be Happy and SMILE Always! Lots of Love!

Anyway, after dinner sent Sarah home and went to Jurong Point and meet Torance, Joshua, Kai Xiang, Jin Heng and Joyce. Fellowshipped a while and then went back home!

I am supposed to type 20 random things about myself, then for every minute i spend, i am supposed to tag that amount of ppl.

Time started: 12:08
1) I love God
2) I love w320
3) I love amber
4) Current mood: Sad
5) Wish that people can be free of problems
6) Love cheese
7) Love chocolate
8) Want to do well for studies
9) Want to have more allowance
10) Want to have Samsung Omnia!
11) Thinking how Amber, Joyce, Xiaoshi, Torance is feeling now
12) Want to pray later
13) Thinking catching up with secondary schoolmates
14) Girls in w320 are special!
15) Feeling sleepy
16) Can't wait for sat and sun to come
17) Want to be there for people when they need help
18) I miss the times with you
19) There is a test tml for me
20) Everyone, Please SMILE
Time ended: 12:17

Time took: 9 mins
9 people are:
Joshua
Torance
Amber
XiaoTing
XiaoShi
Sarah
ZiYang
Tiffany
SiJia
Enjoy people...

Why is it that some people have to go through hard and difficult times? It so hurting and sorrowful to see them like that. I am sorry that I can only pray for them. Hope I can do more for them... Haiz...





God, please help them... Let them know that you are always there for them... Guide them through these times... Amen...



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This is from a Email my friend send me, quite interesting, so decided to post this up... Abit wordly though. Enjoy...

The Four BoyFriends
Once upon a time there was this girl who had four boyfriends.

She loved the 4th boyfriend the most and adored him with rich robes and treated him to the finest of delicacies. She gave him nothing but the best.

She also loved the 3rd boyfriend very much and was always showing him off to neighboring kingdoms. However, she feared that one day he would leave her for another.

She also loved her 2nd boyfriend. He was her confidant and was alwayskind,considerate and patient with her. Whenever this girl faced a problem,she could confide in him, and he would help her get through the difficult times.

The girls 1st boyfriend was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining her wealth and kingdom. However, she did not love the first boyfriend. Although he loved her deeply, she hardly took notice of him!

One day, the girl fell ill and she knew her time was short. She thought ofher luxurious life and wondered, I now have four boyfriends with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone.

Thus, she asked the 4th boyfriend, 'I loved you the most, endowed you withthe finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I'm dying,will you follow me and keep me company?''No way!', replied the 4th boyfriend, and he walked away without another word..

His answer cut like a sharp knife right into her heart.

The sad girl then asked the 3rd boyfriend, 'I loved you all my life. Now that I'm dying, will you follow me and keep me company?''No!', replied the 3rd boyfrien d. 'Life is too good! When you die,I'm going to marry someone else!'

Her heart sank and turned cold.

She then asked the 2nd boyfriend, 'I have always turned to you for help and you've always been there for me.When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?''I'm sorry, I can't help you out this time!', replied the 2nd boyfriend.'At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave.'

His answer struck her like a bolt of lightning, and the girl was devastated.Then a voice called out: 'I'll go with you. I'll follow you no matter where you go..'The girl looked up, and there was his first boyfriend. He was very skinny as he suffered from malnutrition and neglect.

Greatly grieved, the girl said, 'I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!'

However, your Soul is the only thing that will follow you where ever you go.Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of you that will follow you and continue with you throughout Eternity.

In truth, you have 4 boyfriends in your lives:Your 4th boyfriend is your body. No matter how much time and effort you lavish in making it look good, it will leave you when you die.

Your 3rd boyfriend is your possessions, status and wealth.When you die, it will all go to others.

Your 2nd boyfriend is your family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for you, the furthest they can stay by you is up to the grave.

And your 1st boyfriend is your Soul. Often neglected in pursuit of wealth,power and pleasures of the world.

However, your Soul is the only thing that will follow you where ever you go.Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of you that will follow you and continue with you throughout Eternity.


Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections

Went to find Amber today! Talk alot with her! Haha! Miss the time I used spent with her... Hehe... Anyway, I enjoyed the day with her today. Hmmm, think nothing to post liao... LOL! This post is a short one... Haha!




Tomorrow will always be better than today....

Nothing much happen today... Too tired to think of anything to post... So I post this few sentences... LOLS... =P

When for dinner with Cell Members at BEST coffeeshop after school today! Was blessed by Joshua and KaiXiang!

Joshua's Blessings!

KaiXiang's Blessings

A big thank you to both of you! God Bless you always. =)

When to Bible Study after that and then home sweet home!

God, Thanks for wonderful Cell Members...

God... Help her, guide her to the solution of her problems... Amen

After school went to Jurong Point to find XiaoShi and KaiXiang. KaiXiang got a new hair cut, forget to take pictures of him, so no pictures to post... Haha, nevermind, we will see it sooner or later! His new hair cut look better to me anyway. After that when to the benches under XiaoShi's house for a talk. Me and KaiXiang and XiaoShi shared quite alot... Maybe we should do this often! And before I forget, XiaoShi cooked something for me!

Thanks XiaoShi! You have always been nice to me and taking care of me! Hehe! You must also take care of yourself wor! =) Jiayous and Loves



God, what are you trying to tell me? I am excited for what you have for me! Let me know it fast! =D

Happy Water Baptism Day!





Today is my Water Baptism Day! Thanks Tiffany, Pei Xuan and Zi Han and my Cell Group members for coming to support me and not to mention my family too!


My Water Baptism Cerificate!



Presents from my Cell Group! A Card and A Book!

My Family!
Cell Group!


I also want to Contrags Sarah, XiaoShi, XiaoTing, Joyce, Torance and Crystal on their

Water Baptism! Lets us serve the kingdom of God Faithfully together!



After Water Baptism, went to service, Pastor Tan preached a good message.. Will blog about it soon... After service, went to have lunch at Crystal Jade Kitchen! Been a long time since I have eaten till so full! What a Blessed Day for me!



Colossians 2:12
Buried with Him in baptism, in which you were raised with Him through faith in the working of God, who raised Him from the dead.






Waiting...

Went to sentosa with ET zone today! Was fun playing the activities they planned for us! Haha! After our activities ended, we were allow to have our own free time. Was with damien outside the 7-11 waiting for Amber and Torance when a group of girls come up to us. One of them was holding a big green broad saying " GIVING FREE HUGS" and they were shouting "free hugs!". I and Damien was too embarrassed to accept their hugs, in the end Damien took photo with one of them. Haha! After that I went to have a walk with Wai Kit around the beach. Talked alot and saw lots of beautiful places. Went to have dinner with Cell Group members when evening came, after that home sweet home...


Lazy to post photos....


Encouragement...

God... Give me a half day break please... A half day break from all of these....

What a Day!

Hmmmm. Was staring at my computer screen for some time... Didn't know what to blog. But anyway, here it goes... Today was just any average day for me, or rather below average day. Haiz... Had alot in my mind, sometimes it puzzle me how can something like this happen? It happened to me twice, unbelievable. What does it represent? Hmmm... God, I need revelations on this. Was thinking of what someone did also, it was super confusing to me. @_@ LOLS! I was also extremely disappointed in myself today. Guess I have to do some soul searching later. Ar....




爱是不是不开口才珍贵? =P

A Great Day

Left school today halfway at about 1 plus... Cause have to go Suntec City to pass the Water Baptism forms to the City Harvest Church office before 17 00. Was a long way... Cause I took 187 to the post office in Bukit Panjang to help XiaoShi get her clothes. After that i went to take 960 to Suntec City... whole day i was alone physically, but spiritually God was with me, he showed me alot of things today. After passing up the Water Baptism form, I went to Popluar bookstore and started picking up christian books to read.... I was in the book shop for a very long time. Learned a lot from the books but were confused over some of the things. Haha.... Nevermind... God will let me understand it when the time comes. However, the most important part of the day was called "Waiting for the bus". There are two parts in it. The story goes like this...

First Part- Prayer
Was at Jurong East, went to the a particular bus stop and look at the board that shows where which particular buses go to. I found out that 178 is the only one that reach Boon Lay interchange which my destination. However, I waited very long for the bus. As i see the other buses appearing not tiwce but thrice to the bus stop, i grew impatient and just wish that I can just that any bus to reach my destination... Suddenly God spoke to me...

God: Jonathan... Pray for the bus to come...
Me: Huh? You sure? Bus also need to pray? It will come sooner or later... No need la...
God: Ask and you shall receive...

But, I was abit reluctant and did not pray about it, i continued to wait. Time passes by, the bus still did not come. Soon I was thinking to myself, "pray also no harm..." So i decided to pray for the bus. "God, let the next bus that come to the bus stop be 178.” Amazingly... the 178 reached in less then 10 seconds after I prayed. I was like... Wah! And if you all have took 178 before, normally it is abit lousy type of bus. But this one 178 is the better one, more comfortable seats and better air conditioning. So friends... Pray for even the little things, God will give you more then what you pray for. I only prayed for a normal 178, God give me a much more better one. He exceeds my expectations. =)

Second Part- God's Promises
I then boarded the bus that God gave me. =) And then I started thinking about waiting for the bus. It is like during certain point of my life I was waiting for something that God promises.

-The board that show which particular buses go to is like The Bible.

The Board states that only 178 can reached my destination and no other buses could get me there.
The Bible contain God's words that tell you certain things to do and not to do to obtain God's Promises. There are times that there is only one way you can get it. (eg. Jesus is the only way to eternal life.)

-Waiting for the bus is like waiting for something that God have promise you.
-The other buses that came were like temptations.

During certain point of time I feel like going up to any bus that came and hoping that I could get to my destination, if I have done that I will not reach my destination. I waited and the bus that could get me to my desintation finally came, and it is a much more better bus then I expected.
At points of time, there will be temptations to lead you off the path that God have prepare you for the things he intended to give you. If you fell into the temptations, you would not have reach where God intended you to be. But if you be patient and preserve to the end, God will give you more than what he promised.

So... Moral of the story is... Constantly read the Bible, be sure of the path that God have set for you and know what is the right and wrong thing to do. What God intend for you is never easy, it requires preservence and patient. But if you do what God told you to do, at the end of waiting, the rewards will be more than what you expected. And not to mention Prayer is the key to everything!

All the hurt inside you have learn to hide so well...

Went for dinner with some Cell members, Tiffany and Pei Xuan after school today at Jurong point. Jia Wei and Wen Qi came and join us after that. After that went to Crystal house and Xiao Ting house to take the water baptism forms.. Then when home after that with tiffany and Pei Xuan.

To Xiao Ting:
Hey! What happen is not your fault ok? You were tired and I understand that. So dun think so much about it.. Just relax.... Jiayou in your studies! Have a more positive mindset is a good way to start! You are the light of the world and the salt of the Earth!=D





Nice Video by Jay Chou.... One of my favourite too... Love the lyrics....


琥珀色黄昏像糖在很美的远方


hu po se huang hun xiang tang zai hen mei de yuan fang


你的脸没有化装我却疯狂爱上


ni de lian mei you hua zhuang wo que feng kuang ai shang


思念跟影子在傍晚一起被拉长


si nian gen ying zi zai pang wan yi qi bei la chang


我手中那入场圈陪我数羊


wo shou zhong na zhang ru chang quan pei wo shu yang


薄荷色草地芬芳像风没有形状


bo he se cao de fen fang xiang feng mei you xing zhuang


我却能够牢记你的气质跟脸庞


wo que neng gou lao ji ni de qi zhi gen lian pang


冷空气跟琉璃在清晨很有透明感


leng kong qi gen liu li zai qing chen hen you tou ming gan


像我的喜欢被你看穿


xiang wo de xi huan bei ni kan chuan


摊位上一朵艳阳


tan wei shang yi duo yan yang


我悄悄出现你身旁


wo qiao qiao chu xian ni sheng pang


你慌乱的模样我微笑安静欣赏


ni huang luan de mo yang wo wei xiao an jing xin shang


我顶着大太阳


wo ding zhe da tai yang


只想为你撑伞


zhi xiang wei ni cheng san


你靠在我肩膀深呼吸怕遗忘


ni kao zai wo jian bang shen hu xi pa yi wang


因为捞鱼的蠢游戏我们开始交谈


yin wei lao yu de chun you xi wo men kai shi jiao tan


多希望话题不断园游会永不打烊


duo xi wang hua ti bu duan yuan you hui yong bu da yang


气球在我手上


qi qiu zai wo shou shang


我牵着你瞎逛


wo qian zhe ni xia huang


有话想对你讲你眼睛却装盲


you hua xiang dui ni jiang ni yan jing que zhuang mang


连蛋糕跟你嘴角果酱我都想要尝


ji dan gao gen ni zui jiao guo jiang wo dou xiang yao chang


园游会影片在播放这个世界约好一起逛


yuan you hui ying pian zai bo fang zhe ge shi jie yue hao yi qi guang


I even got the english translated lyrics.. Lols


The amber coloured dusk is like sweets in a very beautiful far distant place


Your face doesn't have makeup on yet I fall madly in love


Recollection and shadow are pulled long together at dusk


That admission ticket in my hand counts sheep with me


Peppermint coloured meadow fragrance is like the wind without form


Yet I can keep firmly in my mind your temperament and face


Cold air and glaze has a very transparent feel in early morning


Like my fondness


Being seen through by you


A bud of sun on the stall


I quietly appear by your side


Your hurry and confused appearance


I smile quietly admiring it


I'm withstanding the sun


Only wanting to open the umbrella for you


You lean on my shoulder

Breathe deeply afraid of forgetting

Because of the silly game of catching fish we start to talk with each other

Really hope topics are unceasing and the garden party never closes

The balloon is in my hand

I'm leading you by hand looking around

I want to say some things to you

Yet your eyes pretend to be busy

The egg cake and the jam on the corner of your mouth, I want to taste them

The film of the garden party is being broadcasted

This world, we arrange to wander about together

Enjoy!

It must have been hard on you.... Sorry....







Missing the times alot...


pu gong ying de yue ding 蒲公英的约定 - jay chou 周杰伦


小学篱笆旁的蒲公英
Xiao xue li ba pang de pu gong ying
十几英里有味道的风景
Shi ji yi li you wei dao de feng jing
雾水草场传来她的声音
Wu shei cao chang chuan lai chan de sheng yin
多少年后也开始很好听
Duo shao nian hou ye hai shi hen hao ting

将愿望折纸飞机寄出信
Jiang yuan wang zhe zhi fei ji ji cheng xin
因为我们等不到那流星
Yin wei wo men deng bu dao na liu xing
等枕头坠离命运的引力
Ren zhen tou jue ding ming yun de ying bi
却不知道到底能去哪里
Que bu zhi dao dao di neng qu na li


已经长大的约定 那样清晰
Yi qi zhang da de yue ding
拿过到的我相信
Na yang qing xi da guo gou de wo xiang xin
说好要一起旅行
Shuo hao yao yi qi lu xing
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性
Shi ni ru jin wei yi jian chi de ren xing

在走廊想霸占她手心
Zai zou lang shang fa zhan da shou xin
我们却注意窗边的情敌
Wo men que zhu yi chuang bian de qing ting
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
Wo qu dao na li ni dou gen hen jin
哼歌而梦在等待着惊喜
Hen duo de meng zai deng dai zhe jin xing

已经长大的约定 那样清晰
Yi qi zhang da de yue ding
拿过到的我相信
Na yang qing xi da guo gou de wo xiang xin
说好要一起旅行
Shuo hao yao yi qi lu xing
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性
Shi ni ru jin wei yi jian chi de ren xing

已经长大的约定 那样珍惜
Yi qi zhang da de yue ding Na yang zhen xin
与你聊不完的曾经
Yu ni liao bu wan de ceng jing
而我已经分不清
Er wo yi jing fen bu qing
你是友情 还是错过的爱情
Ni shi you qing hai shi cuo guo de ai qing

One of my Favourite song...

Went to Church Service today... Service was great today with Pastor Kong... Good Message was preached... After Service, went to BEST coffeeshop for lunch.. Melvin and Damien shared a good testimonal with me today.. It all happened on friday, when they were asked to go to Lucas house to take sushi rollers for the sushi making activity after Cell Group. When they reached there, they were blessed by Lucas's neighbour with alot of food.. not quite remember what food it is... but they say it was nice and it was alot of them... So what am I trying to say here? They served God by making the effort to go down and take the sushi rollers for the Cell Group and they were blessed by God! So friends, Don't miss out any chance to serve God!

Went for Cell Group today, was a Zi Yang House. Cell Group was great... Amber preach about Be A Good Finisher, it means finishing the race that you have start. There are many race we have started in many different part of our life. Some were easy, some were full of hardship and suffering. But the important thing is not that we have started the race, but it is if we have finish the race.

There are Four Reasons why people give up halfway for the Race they have started, they are...
Fatigue
Frustration
Failure
Fear

I looked back at some of the race that I started that were halfway completed and I found out the reason I give up is always one of the four reasons above.

How to we complete the race then??? There are four steps to it, they are....
1) Stop Making Excuses!
2) Start Now!
3) Focus on the gain, not on the pain
4) Depend on God to help you through the race

After hearing this sermon, I have decided that I will not give up any race started... I will end everyone of them no matter how much suffering or hardship I have to go through.




Will not focus on how much pain and suffering I will go through, but the things I can do for your SMILE to appear...

Went to Jurong Point and meet some of the Cell group members for dinner after school. Then went to Joyce's Uncle wake.. Hmmm... She is ok during the wake.. A strong girl... Relieve to see that... =)) Joyce contiune to be strong and cheerful!!!!

Went to Jurong Point after school ended today. Went for a 19 00 movie there. Its called Wanted. Interesting action movie with nice special effects. I always liked action movie. Meet up with Xiao Shi, Kai Xiang and Zi Yang after the movie. Bought some sushi and went to some random carpark. Was enjoying chitchat there while stuffing up on the sushi. Haha! Had fun... Being with them, it lighten the burden in my heart. Thanks Wor =)





Thinking back of times we used to spent the beautiful memories we used to have... I missed them alot... But I will look forward for a better future that God have prepare for me! =)

God is There...

Was thinking of how much God love us... Then came across a touching story that shows how much God love us and is there for us when we needed him. Here it goes...

One night, a man had a dream. He dreamt he was walking along a beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scences of his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him and the other to the Lord. When the last scence of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprint of the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once i decided to follow You, You'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you the most, You would leave me." The Lord replied, "My precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that i carried you."



God is always there for you... You just have to look carefully for him....

You've Been in My Thoughts And Prayers

You've been in my thoughts lately,
and I said a prayer for you...
I asked for health and strength for you
from dawn to dusk each day
And when shadows grow long,
and evening has come,
I asked that God's presence never stray.

I asked that in everything you do,
God's loving care will always surround you
And that whatever life brings your way,
loved ones will always be near you.

I asked that your heart be filled with joy
at the break of each day,
and that peace, hope and love, will fill
every waking moment of everyday life.

When I finished praying,
I felt God's peace
deep within my heart
And as I sit here thinking of you
I believe He heard every word.

God's Love

I had always been taught
to ask God for what I needed
and that he would give me
whatever I ask for in his name.

So, I asked God for
prosperity, power, popularity,
good grades, safety, success,
good friends, health, and wealth.

In all these things,
I asked God for more of what I wanted,
but he gave me more of what I needed:
Himself.

Little Things

A Happy Day for me today! God gave me a new revelation today. He taught be how to be thankful for little things in my life. Now little things can really brighten up my day!




God, thank you for all the lessons and guiding....
A simple message from you will just brighten up my day....

A True Love




What is a True Perfect Love? True Perfect Love can only be given by one person... God. We cant give True Perfect Love as we are not perfect but we can give True Love. So what exaclty is True Love? This amazingly can be found it the Holy Bible, 1 Corinthians 13.


Verse 4
Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;
Verse 5
does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;
Verse 6
does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;
Verse 7
bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Verse 8
Love never fails.

From Verse 4, we can understand that True Love will suffer at certain point of time, however it does not get jealous, it is kind-hearted, it is not proud.
So if you truly Love someone, it is inevitable that you will suffer at certain point of time due to the hurt and disappointment you recieve from the other party. Sacrifice much for them. You should still be kind and gracious to the other party no matter what happen. Bless them. Do not be jealous or envy the other party too.

From Verse 5, we can see that True Love is not rude, does not seek for it own needs, does not think of any evil and is not provoked in any way.
If there is True Love, you will respect the other party. Do not do things for the sake of your own needs but to meet other party needs. Does not have any evil thoughts and is patient with the other party.

From Verse 6, True Love is Truth and Righteousness!
True Love is always righteous and is in the truth!

From Verse 7, True Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
This just simply means if there is True Love, You can overcome through all hardships will never be defeated by it. Love is courageous!

From Verse 8, True Love Never Fail!
True Love will never fail at anything, 1 Corinthians 13:13 says And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love. If there is True Love, everything is possible to be done!

There are other books from the bible that talk about Love, 1 John 3:18 and 1 Timothy 1:5
1 John 3:18
My little children, let us not love in word or in tongue, but in deed and in truth.

1 Timothy 1:5
Now the purpose of the commandment is love from a pure heart, from a good conscience, and from sincere faith.

From 1 John 3:18, True Love come with actions but not speaking of words.
So... don't just say "I love you" only, you got to act on your words to prove True Love.

From 1 Timothy 1:5, Love is from a pure heart, and is trust.
When you love someone, you will trust with all your heart and believe with all you got. Will want the best for the opposite party for you have a heart of purity and good conscience.



So this is what True Love is.... Caring for the opposite party no matter what treatment is return to you and not expecting anything in return. Not getting jealous and respect the opposite party! Sacrifice for them, bless them, care for them. Trust them too! Trust is one of the most important value in a successful relationship! So friends.... Know what to do now to express your True Love??? Don't wait, make the DECISION now and act on it! Cheers! =D



1 Thessalonians 3:12
May the Lord make your love increase and overflow for each other and for everyone else.





I am just here to Love you, Care for you, Be there for you, Make sure the SMILE is on you... And I seek nothing in return... Allow me to express my True Love... =)

Missing the times we used to spent...




Went to service today... It was great! Got lots of visions and revelations! Felt the presence of God and Fall in his mighty presence! Was a huge breakthrough for me! It was like a missing piece of puzzle i found that reveals the whole beautiful picture that He have for me... All the things I have been through in the past was to prepare me for this day and my greater calling.... My spiritual eyes have been open to the things that was unseen in the past! God is a great god!!!



After service went to water baptism bible study, a chance to aquire new knowledge again! When to join the rest of the cell group members after that and played some board games... Only took picture with sarah and joyce... Ar... I nid to take pictures with more of the cell group memebers next time!




After that we when to nearby playground and played some childhood games... Hehe... And then went to BEST coffeeshop for dinner... Then home sweet home after sending Xiao Ting home.... =)



Heal my heart and make it clean,


Open up my eyes to the things unseen,


Show me how to love like you have love me...




God... Thanks for everything... For revealing the path to me... I feel so much better now... =)



Went to Sarah's school funfair today... Her school is big and there is so much thing to eat and play... Went till the evening, then dinner with Sarah, Tiffany and Pei Xuan at Bukit Panjang Plaza. After that, bid farewell to Tiffany and Pei Xuan, sent Sarah back and went home.




God please make it easier.....
Sorry for all that have happen....

I just really hope that you can open up to me, talk to me and sort things out.... It just does not feel right to me now... Sorry that i have been selfish to you...




I am just here to love, care and bless so that you will be happy and SMILE... =)

I must and will help you through these... Sorry that I reminded you of your past... But I don't want that hurt to be in your heart forever... I will always be there to support and help you... JiaYou!!!





God please take away all the hurt,unhappiness and unforgiveness from her.... Bless her...

When to school as usual today... School was normal... Nothing exciting happen... Haha... After that went to Jurong West and have dinner with Amber, Joyce, Torance, Joshua, Kim and Zhen Wei... After that sent joyce home and went for a short basketball session with some of the Cell Group members. Cab home after that.





Ar... I need to start saving... I am running out of money for even my own meals... God! Help... I still want to bless... It makes me happy to see SMILE on others! =)

Ar.... What is it that happen??? It seems so different now.... Its not like it used to be anymore...





A silent hug means a thousands words to the unhappy heart.

JONATHAN

Xiao Ting Just sent me a SMS telling me what she think of me by using the letters of my name 'JONATHAN'.

J-Joyful
O-Optimistic
N-Nice
A-Adorable
T-Thoughtful
H-Helpful
A-Awesome
N-Never-Give-Up

Thanks Xiaoting! I will make sure this are the values in me!!! I like the last one... NEVER GIVE UP!!!! LOVES! =)

New Connect Group: HOPE!!!!

Haha! Have been posted to new connect group called Hope. Its a new beginning for me and I will do well! There are certain people I want to thank for supporting me during my spiritual walk.... =)

Amber
My beloved cousin who bring me to christ! Without her, I am no where.... You bought me back to life! Thanks for the love you have shown me!!!

XiaoShi
The one that have always been calling me to come cell group and service before i was saved. Thanks for the calls! She also have always been guiding me all along, teaching me important values too... Sorry for the times where I do the wrong things. I will learn more! Your guidance is priceless.... =)

Sarah
A sweet, caring and loving girl that have always been there for me when I am down and having my problems. Always there to light me up without fail and letting me know that there is an extra someone who care and love. Touched by what she have done for me... =) Walk the narrow path together!!!

XiaoTing
A very nice girl that is always thoughtful and funny. Knowing when I am sad or not... Haha... Like can read my mind... Can always laugh together de! Haha! Always there to support me... Rise up and Shine for God together!!

Joyce
A cute and active girl who never fails to have that smile to brighten up my day! Always amazed by the faithful little small things she can do for me... Though small it may seems to be, but i feel they are wonderful thing you have done for me! Admireable... =) Jiayou together!!!!

Torance
A super funny guy is the first impression he gave me. Haha. He is someone who teaches me the spirit of excellence and give me advice when i needed them... Someone who know how to bring up the spirit of the cell group by his ever funny acting that never fails to make you laugh.... Thanks Torance!!!

KaiXiang
Ar..... KaiXiang... Someone who have been showing me giving me verses to encourage me. I think he showed me the whole bible liao.. He he! Keep showing me more verses! I want more!!! Man of Wisdom... Can always look up to him for problems that I have and he will never fail to give me assurance by praying with me... Thanks alot! =)

Everyone Thanks For Everything! Moments with You All have been Precious and Important to Me! Jesus LOVE you and I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!

About Me

About Me
Jonathan
Male
Republic Polytechnic
05 Feb 1990
Christian